Soo, we’re in the water, the rigging is on the boat and all our belongings, what’s left of it, is soon in place. Time’s ticking and we are about to leave the keys and the apartment in just 15 days.. Hopefully sooner.
Last week I wrote about the feeling of holding on to material matters and fear of the new. Now I feel relieved as I knew i would, a bit stressed about all the things we haven’t got sold or picked up of their new owners, but nothing major.
We just state that we need to take a second turn in the clearance, we still have too much things and we don’t want to overload the boat. She need to be able to perform well at sails.
This time it feels different, I don’t feel the same resistance as the first round. We continue to change, even if we don’t recognize it because the changes are small, one day it hits us how diffrent we responds to things which we before thought was hard or maybe impossible.
That is a significant attribute of being human, and the statement that “the only thing constant is change”. In my own life, I can see the difference between the heights and the lows, it’s how embracing of the changes I am.
In times of lower energies I know that I find it hard to cope with change and resist it with all of my being. In times when I am in the higher energetic fields I feel the flow and can see the big picture and I welcome the new with arms wide open. Can this be a key to happiness?
I think so, in the higher vibrations we are open to the universe and it laws to work through us and the constant change will be a receipt that we are exactly where we’re supposed to.
This leads me to the quote about comparison, no one in the whole wide world have the same life purpose as another, as much as this western society tells us to fit in and be a like we are unique and non is either superior or inferior. We are here to fulfill our own and unique missions and this puts us up to the test.
A test of how true we dare to be to ourselves and our hearts. We can’t listen to others in this case, we need to listen to our heart.
I know this is hard and I can sign the paperwork of the challenges it takes to be comfortable with this actions, but what options do we have? I ask myself, often, what are the options? And I find it clear. There isn’t any other good options for me. Because I know, not making a choice is also a choice, but I’m not that kind of person that let life happen to me..
I choose to feel alive and to push the edges of “normal” further and beyond, to make life happen for me. I’m nothing like “normal”, and today I’m thankful for my rebellious heart and where it has got me.
There is no other way for me to live, maybe I never settle down or maybe I find my special place somwhere far, far away from Sweden or I need travel the world to find out it’s right here I belong, who knows. I have decided to go find out.
Live life fully, live life everyday. Make your heart sing with joy!